I sat at the table bouncing adam on my knee, fighting his paws off my guacamole, and watching the girls dance to high school musical as it looped for the 100th time today…

jason got up from the couch while watching the girls, walked slowly over to me at the dinner table, brushed his fingers through my hair, and then the comment came…

“you know in 10-15 years, we are gonna look back on these times as some of the best times of our lives and  remember them fondly…”

and I lost it…

tears…

the ones that have building up with the long frazzled out days I have been feeling as a momma…the tears that make you stronger as you set them free…they make you finally feel and see so much clarity…

these days.while extremely hard.are.the.best.ones.of.my.life.

such a bittersweet balance life always seems to gift us…so thankful for the clarity tonight to enjoy the sweet.

speaking of sweetness…here’s a double dose…

remember heather and rob…as you do double diaper duty, feed twice as long, change twice as many diapers…

“these are the days you will look back on and remember them fondly”…

these days are the best ones of your lives…

xoxo

Tonya